Time to re-up my time here on the pregnancy journal -- even though we're not even trying for a few more months now. I have new insurance since I quit my job, and I can't deliver until after December 1, so I'm thinking March, but April would be safer.

April. Wow. Last time I was pregnant was on an April cycle. Hard to imagine almost a year has passed since then.

This sucks.

IF we get pregnant again, I'm sure I will forget all about this and be happy to have another child and a sibling for Abby, but seriously -- right now sucks!

Get your sleek little swim cap on egg and sperm! Be ready this time and don't screw it up. Got it? I want none of this half-assed fertilization crap next time. I want a real zygote; a strong fetus; and I want it all to end with a screaming baby.

Cats can do it. Mice can do it. I've seen all the birds in my backyard, and apparently they are REALLY good at it! What's wrong with me???